The Office Queen!!!

Why is the office queen trying to start drama with me?

I don't know this young man from adam ( and I use the term man very loosely, probably just like his booty), but he insist on making little comments about me to others.

Either he's jealous about something or he's being used as a pawn by someone else who doesn't like me.

Either way at first I was furious and ready to have it out with him. I then called my sounding board (my mom) and told her the situation.

She made me realize that nothing good can come out of confronting him.

Either he's gonna bitch up and lie or his true nature will come through and I'll ended up starting a full blown screaming match with a 6 ft. pansy.

Either way nothing will get accomplished.

So I'm gonna squash the longing I have to get all up in his sternum and ask him why the F&*% my name keeps coming out of his mouth and just ignore him and his cowardliness.

So F#&^en Tired!!!!

Why does it seem like everybody on earth is in love but me?

I'm usually so upbeat about it but today is just one of those days where I want to crawl under a rock and cry.

I'm mad at myself for being so f&^%en weak.

And feeling so damn sad.

The guy I like is a complete and utter douche.

And he still has not grown up since the 3rd grade.

The only reason I even like him is because I'm so f%^&en bored and he's available. ( But not emotionally.)

I'm hoping that this is just a temporary phaze that I'm going through because my period is about to come on.

And on top of that my hair looks like shit!!! I did not have time to flat iron it and it is a big poofy mess.

So I'm single, unloved, with messy ass poofy hair!!! And it feels like I'm coming down with a cold.