Me, Myself, and I

I was just realizing that I am my own best friend.



I realized this because I have full conversations with myself in my head.



I'm not sure if that is a good or bad thing, but I really don't trust anyone enough to totally unload whats on my mind.



Actually maybe the people that I'm around now are the ones I don't trust because I'm so different from all of them.



Truth be told I really don't have anything in common with any of them, so it would be stupid of me to ask for any of their opinions.



The people that I actually have something in common with are the ones I grew up with and I have driven all of them away with of my inability to forgive.



"To err is human, but to forgive is divine." I think thats how that goes.



I really do need to find a way to find people that I can actually relate to, but at the moment it looks like thats not going to be happening anytime soon.



There is one person from my past that I want to reconnect with, but I'm just not sure how I would even go about that.



I really didn't give him the chance that he deserved, but if I had my life would probably be totally different. But then again that might not be a bad thing...............................



I can only hope that the most high, hears my prayers, sees my unshed tears, and will allow me to make amends with this man.



I guess its true that you never know how much someone adds to your life until they are gone from it..........................................................



He truely was a beautiful person inside and out, and he brought alot of joy to my life, but I was just to damned immature to realize it then.



I can only hope that life hasn't beaten him down and changed his optimistic point of view.